Monday, October 21, 2019

a collegian shabri




in her arid eyes
dry the berrylike tears
while she goes to college early in the morning
wearing a glass-nylon sari,
pouring a palmful of palmolene in her tangled hair,
bather with bug-brand soap.

what could she do to protect her chastity
molested by your impudent ramas in the streets ?
how could she put aside her indigenous individuality ?
- by changing name ?
- by changing surname ?
- by changing gujarati sari bengalee style ?
- by converting to Christianity ?
- by changing her desi culture to hippiesm ?

but alas, history can’t be changed
and poverty can’t be banished instantly.
she can’t shut the seasons out of her hut
as you do in your weatherproof apartments.
it rains recklessly,
it scorches ruthlessly
and the winds are roaring past from all sides
into her leaking roof and broken mud-walls.
the smoke from the chimneyless hut
and the sieving dust from the thatched roof
settle upon her precious rags.
yes, it may look strange
the way she plaits her hair, brown and dry.
uncared for by her illiterate mother since birth.
her body is different indeed—
a frail frame, devoid of milk, cream juice or vitamins.
have you ever calculated the calories
from the jowar-loaf and an onion-bulb ?
her back and dried skin is the heritage of her forefathers
laboring under the severe sun.
she is caught up as soon as  she tries to become modern
in the absence of mod cosmetics.
she is caught up as soon as she tries to speak phoren
leaving aside her dear dialect,
alas, history can’t be changed.
we will change the future,
we will change the history of the future.

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